Grieve Yourself - A Novel

How do you grieve someone you used to wish would die? Mackenzie Adams isn't close with her dad. Not anymore. After trying her whole life to navigate his volatile alcoholism, she finally cut ties two years ago and they haven't spoken since. So, when she gets a call on New Year's Day that he has died, she thinks she should be fine. She is fine... except for the fact that she is definitely not.